descention from delerium

Sitting with felicity, kissing her on the cheek.
...and then i blinked.
It was as if bliss had been blown to splinters,
dissolved like a vapor in the wind.
To the depths i descend with my face in my hands.
The heart on my sleeve makes my left wrist bleed.
The flowing slows my breathing,
and the beating starts receding.
Please releive this pain so i no longer feel a thing.
Give me hope to believe in.
Let me leave my grieving behind,
so i can find whats left
of whats real again

Love is a Lie

Turn toward the gallows
Now say a prayer
Weep as you wallow
In sheer despair
This life is shallow
The well is dry
This heart is hollow
Love is a lie
You chose to follow
Snakes to their snares
And fell to sorrow
What do I care?
This time is borrowed
Word from the wise.
We live tomorrow
Simply to die

eternal dawn

These nights are longer than the days
I long for summer's loving gaze
Her shoulders supporting my arm's embrace...
Lest my heart begin to race
And I forget the words to say
I know in my heart it'll be okay.
For the sunset' blaze,
And its majestic rays
Depict the splendor in every way...

life before birth

i rise from the ashes only to fall back down. i build houses of glass with wax in place of plaster. its almost like im asking for disaster! i must become faster than the sorrows chasing after me.. adapt, outrun, outlive, outlast. im a master of passion, it burns like an effigy. the fire in my eyes is hot enough to melt the skies. the inferno in my heart burns all her memories from my life, cutting them out like a knife. the hour the bonds were sliced i ceased to live and began to exist. she says i did this to myself! Calling out for help, searching for a sign.. we live and we die and we keep our hopes up to the skies. We shall take no compromise, only that which exists for our eyes can be seen, only that which appears as sound can be heard as we feel the meaning behind the words and become one with the rhythm of a life before birth

Waxlit Serenade

i aint never crashed so hard
never fallen down this far
i just wanted to be a star
the sunshine inside you heart
like leaves we were blown apart
a tradgedy from the start
we took a stab in the dark
look where it got us
it brought us nothin but jagged cut scars
they think im sick cuz i call it art
i wrote this to show
my life aint no walk in the park
sometimes it gets hard
and so i play the guitar
and sing a song by the rhythm
of your beautiful heart

I’ll never forget your hazel eyes
That blinded my sight with your haze of lies.
Now that I see I’ve been victimized
And my trust in you has been compromised
I regret my transgressions
My heart’s crystallized!
Tears fail to fall for my pores have been tied
And my veins are so mangled
By your fateful demise
I couldnt believe
that my lover would lie
Making me wish to end my life
My faith in you has turned to knives,
Cutting you out from my empty insides.

Passion Without Love

I know this will be painful,
So no need to feed me lies
By trying to tell me otherwise.
I can already feel
The surgical steel
Needle break the skin,
Piercing the heart that lies within.
Ensnared by obsession,
The expedition begins.
Her velvet temptation...
Inviting me in.
I've said it before
Now i won't say it again.
I've become more alone than I've ever been