Death Wish

I’m just a shadow.
Just a glorified statue of shade
With a voice that no one listens to
A daily dose of fear and sadness
To keep the anger away
The hate welling up
Behind my dark red walls
But I won’t listen
I’m too preoccupied with love
To give in to the hate
I fear not death
I have nothing to lose
I won’t be subject to her
And the wicked cruelty
with which she broke my heart
I love her with a passion
Burning brighter that these stars
So much louder than these lies
I am judged with day by day
I hate myself for trying
But failing
To hate her for making me wish I was dead
As the ice ridden winds
Slap my frost bitten face
Kiss me, save me
Love and embrace me
Take me,
So far away
And we’ll leave this place.