Passion Without Love

I know this will be painful,
So no need to feed me lies
By trying to tell me otherwise.
I can already feel
The surgical steel
Needle break the skin,
Piercing the heart that lies within.
Ensnared by obsession,
The expedition begins.
Her velvet temptation...
Inviting me in.
I've said it before
Now i won't say it again.
I've become more alone than I've ever been

Douloureux L'amour

There’s not enough air in the space between us…
I’m lost in her eyes playing Russian roulette
But ill pull and pull till its fully empty
Empty as the cavity she infested my chest with
Meaningless as my life without her
Worthless blood running down my wrists
Gets on my chest as I clutch my heart
Just say the words, I’ll disappear
Departing with fire on my tongue
Becoming lifeless, last breath leaves my lungs
She sings the same song that I sang in the shower
As she breaks down and drowns in my sorrow for hours
My corpse held to her, like a bouquet of flowers
What I once loved in life...
In death, I’ll devour.

Through Fire's Light (revised)

Pondering down this desolate lane,
where lonely beings cast their empty stares.
Half a night spent wandering through the rain
waiting, listening, breathing spring's air.
Gripping tight to this we know.
The truest, purest moments within the tatters of our lives..
What a scene! Oh, what a sight!
If only she could've been there that night...
The world eclipsed in fire and beauty.
Burning and blossoming in resting stillness.
A phoenix flower frozen in the sky.
So peaceful and so bright,
warm shades of heavenly light
that touch my soul and remind me of her,
making my heart skip like stones along the glistening shore
No beauty in the world will ever compare
to the loving in her smile or the knowing in her voice.
The passion in her eyes like twinkling stars.
locked inside a memory of hours spent with her.
So by day, by night, may we find one another...
Through fire's comforting light.

Indecency

Blame it on me.
Just lay it all down on the table before me.
Spill your blood and call it treachery...
Committing lechery,
Yes you heard me perfectly.
You lust for the ability,
to instill catastrophe
By dealing indecency in secrecy
Behind the scenery
completely discreetly.
Close your eyes so I can...
*slice* *slice*
Now I’ll come quietly.
Don't think twice just bury me whether I’m dead or alive.
I'm just another casualty lost to your deceit.
Breathing so carefree and casually with graceful ease,
You kill me skillfully, so effortlessly carefully it’s almost scary...
With my last breath I start to detest you,
Rejecting wholeheartedly the way you started making me.
This time I will not retreat,
No never again admit defeat!